Same old crap..

Well today is my boyfriend and I's first year anniversary. I was thinking that we could goto dinner and a movie or something except he forgot to swap shifts so he won't be home till at least 9:30pm so that rules out both dinner, a movie and basically anything i can think of. Just really frustrating because we never go out and do anything any more and thought we at least would for this.

I'm also kinda angry because i've gotta have a meeting with my manager this afternoon about my leave. I just don't know what the point of this meeting is? I've been getting ALOT better. I've had one day off because of a bad headache in a month! which is alot better than a couple of days a week. I dunno if they just want to talk about me having no sick leave left (yup, just too add to the bullshit).

I just don't know what more i can do. I'm trying! I've also gotta deal with crap like a B12 shot tomorrow (so i'm late to work). I go back to sydney in a few weeks for tests and to see a neuro, etc. I get another wisdom tooth pulled out in a month.

I just want everything to stop and to just get like a week or two off were i can just relax! I haven't taken like a week off for coming onto a year because it's all taken to goto doctors, dentists, have tests done, etc. The fact i have to deal with all this is annoying enough but getting more shit from work about it i just can't deal with.

When will it end? :(